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Chanel Fall/Winter 1995
my future partner is probably texting their bae right now about how they’re gonna be together forever. sike, see you in ten years bitch
I just realized that I grew up during a time where the crazy frog was a thing. Like that was an actual thing that happened, that blue fucking piece of shit frog took the world by storm and it even had a tiny dick and all it did was sing annoying songs while racing around sci-fi towns in a distant future on an invisible motorbike. I can’t believe this. How did that happen. Who LET that happen.
Kids born between 1995 and 1998 are interesting because they fall somewhere between Gen X and Millenials cause they grew up on the tail end of left over 90s stuff but also were right there at the beginning of the 2000s and all that tech and innovation. They don’t really identify with, like, Nirvana being the voice of their generation, but they still hold onto the 90s nostalgia and remember a time before widespread Internet and dial up. 9/11 is like a distant memory but the ramifications are just an accepted part of life. They remember a time before iPhones and the economic collapse but much of the pop culture is too old for them. They’re an interesting transition group of kids that don’t really fit perfectly into either group. I just think that’s really interesting.
I’m so overly emotional omg like I’m watching I love the 2000s and “all the small things” came on and I was like “damn they hot I’m gettin hot rn” then I almost cried bc I was like “ILL NEVER HAVE THEM”
I feel bad I just threw some shade and kind of lashed out for like no reason but I just feel like you’re afraid to let people know you’re gay, and I feel like you’re not ready to be out and I don’t know when you’ll be able to be out and it scares me bc I honestly can see myself being with you forever and I just know it’s not gonna happen if you never come out and I know I’m overthinking things but I love you and I want a future with you and I feel like maybe you don’t feel that way towards me and I’m afraid that you might put your image as a higher priority than us eventually and I’m scared that you’ll move away and I’m scared that your mom will come live here and live with you bc then I would have to act like “just a friend” and honestly it hurts because in the past there have been guys I liked that were straight and I could never be with so I had to be just a friend to them and I guess I saw myself never having to do that for the rest of my life but the more I get to know you the more I see myself having to play that role and I just don’t know if I’m strong enough to do that
If you ever feel bad just remeber there is a gif of me floating around tumblr of when I was 8 and I sat on the escalator and knocked down a table of jewelry at macys
